Monday, November 9, 2009 ♥12:49 AM
I'm disgusted but I don't know why. It's not like I have anything against gays really, but come on, a gay cafe did this poll to find out which male idol group was the most popular (as in well-liked) and also to find out which member was the most IDEAL for them.
I REALLY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING AGAINST GAYS. But as I read through I was going OMGOMGOMG.
And you know who won the male idol group thing? 2PM. Yes. 2PM. I love them too. But having some 78 GUYS like/love them in a twisted way too? That feels sick.
And for the most popular MEMBER. drum roll. Poor Nichkhun D: He's going to get attacked by a herd of guys. WHICH REALLY SCARES ME. Because I want to procreate pretty babies with him:D I REALLY HAVE NOTHING AGAINST GAYS, BUT THIS IS JUST SCARY. SCARY. SCARY. I am very creeped out right now. OMG AND YOU KNOW WOOYOUNG GOT SECOND.
WHAT IF MY TWO FAVOURITE MEMBERS GET RAPED BY GUYS. OMYGOSH. MY WHOLE WORLD WILL CRASH. JUST LIKE IT DID WHEN JAEBEOM LEFT. and he was only my third favourite. SO YOU CAN IMAGINE WHAT I WILL DO IF THEY REALLY GET "THAT"-ed. I'm so creeped out by the infinite possible implications of having so many gay fans. I gotta get this out of my head. RIGHT NOW. I can think of how absolute awesomely cute and delightful Hongki is :D <3
THERE. Got it out of my head.
Friday, November 6, 2009 ♥7:03 AM
Today was fun:D
Because of the letter that the HCI boys in charge of group 1 wrote to Vanessa and Amelia.
They were so sweet and funny haha:D They wrote something like eh. erm. uhm. hold on. I need to remember. Something like donno what pull through, only until 5 pm then finish already. Forgot eh. Ask them lar:D
Then they gave free strepsils eh. Because apparently Vanessa and Amelia shouted a lot. So nice right :D Secret admirer hehe. Then after that I was very high and started prancing around. Probably gave ppl a bad impression of NYGH students:D But nobody scolded me so blah blah. I WANTED TO ASK THE HCI BOYS WHETHER THEY REALLY MEANT IT EH. BUT NEVER ASK. BECAUSE COULDN'T FIND THEM AND I WASN'T SURE WHO WAS WHO. AHH. I ACTUALLY TOLD PG THAT I WOULD ASK IF THEY REALLY MEANT IT OR IF IT WAS A DARE. THE PLAN WAS TO PUNCH THEM IF IT WAS A DARE AND SAY THANK YOU IF THEY REALLY MEANT IT. But nothing happened because I didn't have guts D: Next time I will have more guts.
I tell you, it is so unfair that guys grow taller than us. HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE. WHY MUST IT BE LIKE THAT. They have like, really long legs compared to us, and I find that really -.-
Today got sore throat because of the stupid Cat High boys yesterday. WALAO EH I TELL YOU THEY FAN SI REN MAN. THIS BOY SO NAUGHTY YOU KNOW WHEN PG AND I TALKING AND READING THE SCRIPT THEN ALL OF THEM SUPPOSED TO SIT DOWN. BUT THIS ONE BOTAK NAUGHTY BOY GOT UP AND STARTED DANCING BEHIND US. AND THEN PG AND I DIDN'T KNOW UNTIL EVERYONE STARTED LAUGHING AND WE WERE LIKE SCREW YOU BOY.
THEN I WANTED TO SCOLD HIM STRAIGHT BUT PG SAY WHAT IF HE CRY. So I told the teacher. Best solution man:D
AND THEN WHEN IT WAS TIME FOR TEA BREAK RIGHT, ASK THEM TO LINE UP THEY TOOK LIKE 10 MIN TO LINE UP OMGOMGOMG. And then that same boy purposely don't want line up properly in twos, say donnowhat er "let's line up in threes". And then I glared and flared my nostrils and went: "You don't want to line up is it? Then you stay here I bring the rest for break. You want break you better line up".
Then after that we were going up the stairs for tea break, and then because right beside it is the escalator, and the stupid boy started complaining. You know what he said? HE SAID: "WALAO, YOU ASSHOLE LAR". MY GOODNESS!!! HE CALLED ME AN ASSHOLE HAR? HE DARE CALL ME ASSHOLE? F YOU MAN. EVEN MY FRIEND DON'T DARE TO CALL ME ASSHOLE NI PING SHEN ME JIAO WO ASSHOLE HAR?
POAHSDFGPLAHFG;LAHFGALGHA;LFHGA;LKFGHALSHGA;LKGJ. Oh and then on our way to tea break still (I know it was a long trip ya) I was screaming and shouting and PG was helping me to SSHHHHH them and then I also started SSSSSHHHHHH - ing them. And then that same dumbo boy said :"Why do you keep shhhh-ing arh? Are you some new kind of snake?" BOY YOU CAN'T EVEN SPEAK ENGLISH PROPERLY STILL GOT GRAMMAR MISTAKES AND YOU DARE TO BE RUDE TO ME?! YOU THINK YOU SO SMART GO AND LEARN YOUR ENGLISH PROPERLY LAR YOU THEN COME AND TALK TO ME YA.
And then PG told me : "Tell him that we're the kind of snake that will eat naughty boys like him up"
So I turned to him and started screaming and shouting. I was like : "YES I AM A SNAKE AND I AM THE TYPE WHICH WILL EAT YOU UP!" But I started crying halfway though, fake crying :D (I don't really cry over STUPID LITTLE PRIMARY FOUR BOYS WHO THINK THEY'RE SO SMART MY GOODNESS IRRITATING SIAH)
Ahhh I feel so good now.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009 ♥3:30 AM
I've always wondered what it would feel like to fall in love with a VAMPIRE.
A lesbian one at that? My mind is going haywire after reading the synopsis of Carmilla, or Camilla, I don't quite remember. OMG WHAT IS FREAKING WRONG WITH ME.
I need to stop thinking dumb and ridiculous and stupid thoughts.
I need to go for FT's concert. Someone subsidise me.
PLEASE.
If not right, SAMANTHA YOU'RE MY MAFIA BOSS DAD, GET ME A TICKET.
OR...GET THE WHOLE OF FT ISLAND AND 2PM HERE NOW SO I CAN TOTALLY MARRY ALL OF THEM.
or cheat on all of them with...them.
I'm pervertic OH MY GOSH.
And I really want to see Jaebeom tear his shirt off. OMIGOSH WHAT IS FREAKING WRONG WITH ME I NEED TO GO BEFORE I SPOUT MORE SEXUALLY SUGGESTIVE STUFF.
♥2:54 AM
I feel like going for Seoul'ed Out. FT ISLAND IS PERFORMING. AND BEG TOO. I am excited about the former but not too much for the latter.
It's like, eighty five dollars though. Although I would do anything to see Hongki and the rest of the members, I AM A MONEYFACE AND I CAN'T POSSIBLY PAY LIKE MY ONE MONTH'S WORTH OF POCKET MONEY THAT IS JUST CRAZY AND LUDICROUS AND I WILL NOT DO IT. I would much rather stalk them (go with me TJ and Nat and WQ and maybe Danielle if you like him too) at their hotel (I gotta go find their hotel). OH NO but what if they get scared and get a restraining order against me. D: I would be very veeery sad. Like seriously. And then I won't even be able to go to their concert and watch them and I would probably have to live in their hotel and try and catch a glimpse of them everyday and I won't be able to get their autographs either WHAT AM I TO DO~ NOTHING WORKS...
PG you can buy me an official FT island glowstick for my b'day(I saw one at comic connection) or anything that is 2PM, Suju or FT based:D
2PM's full song is out. And I am liking it:D
TIRED OF WAITING :D I likeeee.
My nose is sunburnt and so are my cheeks and so now I look like I'm blushing but I'M REALLY NOT. And it stings and it is itchy but I can't scratch it and when I finally decided to scratch it, it turned swollen right after that.
And today we went for our rehearsal for ISO exhibition. NEWSFLASH: SOME GUY CALLED BENJAMIN TRIED TO FLIRT WITH SAMANTHA TESSA TIA. I soooooo enjoyed that.
His name is Benjamin :D And let me tell you about his flirtatious ways. I will not comment on his looks because that would just be mean if I ended up talking about his purple bluish strange glasses and his... OK I SHOULD STOP.
ANW, this guy is called benjamin. And Samantha was like, reading her paper, which is crumpled and smeared with a mixture of water and blue ink at the top. AND THEN THE FLIRTATIOUS GUY NAMED BENJAMIN JUST STARTED TALKING TO HER. HE WAS LIKE, WOW YOUR PAPER IS SO KIAMCAI, and then he said something like, IT IS TOTALLY BLUE AT THE TOP. And I was like, heheheh. Samantha didn't react though. And then PG inserted the thought into my mind, by saying that she watches lots of dramas (I can't believe it either) and usually flirting guys try to make small talk. So anyway, small talk small talk. We concluded that he was trying to FLIRT. And so I began to call him THE FLIRTATIOUS GUY. And we were laughing about it throughout the whole session.
Even when we started our mafia drama. I said that Samantha looked like a mob boss, so we began to follow her and blah blah. I became her 3 year old son (whom she abandoned not long after and who WAS SO ANGRY THAT SHE/HE FASTFORWARDED THE DRAMA 20 YEARS AND BECAME AN EVEN MORE INFLUENTIAL MOB BOSS THAN HER/HIS FATHER), WL was her daughter, and Hannah was supposedly her wife, while PG, well, the mob advisor or something?
Then I was like, Samantha, my mother (Hannah) is going to be so angry when she finds out you are having a gay affair! HOW COULD YOU! Then everybody was wondering what I was talking about:D And then I said, HOW COULD YOU HAVE A GAY AFFAIR WITH BENJAMIN?!
So fun:D Today was a fun day:D
Saturday, October 31, 2009 ♥9:16 PM
Sometimes after an hour of apathy, my strange and beautiful companion would take my hand and hold it with a fond pressure, renewed again and again; blushing softly, gazing in my face with languid and burning eyes, and breathing so fast that her dress rose and fell with the tumultuous respiration. It was like the ardour of a lover; it embarrassed me; it was hateful and yet overpowering; and with gloating eyes she drew me to her, and her hot lips travelled along my cheek in kisses; and she would whisper, almost in sobs, "You are mine, you shall be mine, and you and I are one for ever".
♥9:15 PM
I'M SOOOOO ANGRY.
At Mr. B. HOt sHOt. You should get what I mean.
OMGOMGOMG he pissed me off so bad.
All the while he was implying that we were shallow, and had no DEPTH, and that drama was supposed to have DEPTH. Yeah dood we get it. DEPTH.
But the thing is, that's only HIS VIEWPOINT. We just wanted to make people happy. DOOD YOU KNOW NOW IS THE ECONOMICAL CRISIS SO WE WANT TO LIGHTEN THE WHOLE MOOD. And he keeps implying that we have to have MEANING in our play. DOOD WHY DO YOU THINK IT'S CALLED A PLAY. IT'S NOT DRAMA, I DON'T FREAKING CARE IF YOU HAD LIKE 30 YEARS IN THE BLOODY THEATRE INDUSTRY.
And no offence, I find him gay. In a if he goes to a giggolo club no one would want him way. I'm so sorry but I'M JUST SO ANGRY.
Like, we put in SOOOOO MUCH EFFORT for the costumes and he was running us down. HAI.
And he said that he wanted to award Nat the best actress. IF SO WHY DIDN'T YOU DO IT. I'M GOING TO...PLAN AN...INSURGENCY OR SOMETHING MAN. Papermonkey is so dead 10 years from now. JUST WATCH ME DOOD.
Thursday, October 29, 2009 ♥6:40 AM
I'm like, SO IRRITATED THAT YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL DIDN'T COME OUT. ahh.
Why are youtubers so mean. CURSE THEM. That's why viikii didn't upload. AHHHH.
NVM, I already have the whole episode details and sypnosis:D
It was on Dramabeans. I love it:D And got pictures oso.
Turns out they didn't really kiss:D Poor Mi Nyu though. Lucky she has Shin Woo. She should just hurry up and love him already.
Apparently Mi Nyu sort of confessed, but Tae Kyung was too stupid to know haha:D She was like, I can only see the brightest star or something. And she was referring to him!!! So sweet.
He's TOO slow. Too slow. He has too little experience or something. Dumbo lar.IT'S SO OBVIOUS SHE LIKES YOU DOOD.
And yoo he yi is a DISGUSTING BITCH. I should not use vulgarities. BUT. She's so disgustingly fake.
It ended with Shin Woo sort of hugging Mi Nyu, knowing Tae Kyung was there. (As in SW knew) CLIFFHANGER. I WANT TO WATCH THE NEXT EP.